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2006-12-06T22:22:00.000+08:00

There is a new site and i hope for your support. It is updated frequently and much more interesting. Redirect to http://melanch0lia-ism.blogspot.com/

Back after a break.

2006-08-24T22:14:00.000+08:00

I am back after a short break, time really go past faster than i think. While i am in semi holiday mood more than half a year had past. I assume it would be time wasted by me while my peers are moving on in live.

I came to realise some things and there are some other things i still have no idea about. Basically i came to realise that as much as i have wanted to live a simple life, it is just as complicated. Maybe its the way of life, full of up and downs.

There is a worry i had that is my academic progression yet there is nothing i could do about it. Walking a long hard road alone with occasional flowers by the side pebbles.

TP Open house --weela--

2006-01-20T19:54:00.000+08:00

wooh hoo .. lol open house is fun.. to a boring extend. i like the event as there are gathering of more ppl from outside TP & inside TP.. some performance and really nice people. friday.. hmm saw 2 =) girls. Yesterday (open hse 1st day).. more enjoyable. got to chat with 2 =) girls too.. dunno y keep onli the number 2. zzZz Alice and robotcode demostration is so boring.. few people come. never mind, good too.. can slack n play half life 2. stomach upset for 2 days.. dunno what i eat.. or drink? haix. tml is nmm test.. args hate it.. fear that i will flunk le.. somemore monday oopg assignment due.. wah piang.. no sleep/no slack/no fun. can't get used to this kinda life.

maple wonder continue. 9x

2006-01-19T00:01:00.000+08:00

Haha lol.. 9x so fun.. =)

wednesday - - what kind of day is tis

2006-01-18T21:35:00.000+08:00

After the term break its so stressful, every week nid hand in something.. so much proj/assignments. nmm & oopg is 2 individual de.. . iiso & dcnk is 2 group de.. N for cds, uir is individual/group.. So 5 in total.. haix.. this sat have nmm written test.. so busy recently.. STRESSED so much for schoolwork.. my term test grades are poor.. onli serve to put more pressure on my other test/assignments.. THIS IS RUINING MY LIFE.

social events not looking good.. nv go out veri long le.. movies that want to watch is flashing by.. broke is a disableing factor.. haix. frequent arguements with friends ZzzZz.. what is tis.. leading a merisable life.

So tired, keep taking naps doesn't help.. no mood to study. Parents pressure to spend more time studying n get good grades..restrict me to do & don't ..trying to control how i live.. what manage my cash for me..give $ half mth half mth.. i am not a little boy!

Is the world giving up on me.. whats the point to live on. living such a f***ed up, screwed life.. how i wish i was never born to this suffering world. Is this punishment for sins of my previous life?! Trying to learn to understand & appreciate life.. but this can't be it, would rather die.

Is this little child innocent? NOT

THis is DraWned by my BrothEr..

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHhh

waah do wonder.. lol

2006-01-16T23:19:00.000+08:00

maplesea la la la.. screenshots.. zzZ
advice: cash shop items are wasteful, after 3mths they are gone!
tip: hair change items & facial change items are forever permenant!

maple comeback..

2006-01-10T23:53:00.000+08:00

AftER fEw M0nThs i RetUrn T0 MapLe t0 Bec0mE LevEl 25. CaN FinaLly EquIp ThosE StuFf b0uGht aT LevEl 23. HerE iS a pH0to.

And TherE is a gUilD.. haHa

hav a holly good time

2006-01-08T13:30:00.000+08:00

In a rush i stopped mapling and quickly change to meet wj at mrt. later wait fir vic soo long, he must be still watching his vcds. reached summerset quite late at 5+ and meet kh, jeff. Den went to cinelesure book movie tickets for 'chinese tall story' the movie is a comedy lol.. funny n lots of crap. zzz. go for dinner at food court n watched e show. saturday lots of good ppl around there, nice nice. after tat walk walk, see see, talk crap... talk abt going clubing.. BUT wait, got go buy clothes.. all the shops closed at 10.. so early. take cab to e place call crazy monkey.. uncle damn stupid dun let us sit all 5 in a cab. NO Free flow le.. zzz almost cannot get in.. 2nd time liao. inside there is no monkey only ppl all smoking, drinking, doing nothing.. bunch of slackers. waste time. time pass fast.. blah blah blah we just sit there to talk. dunno what.. maybe time to close. go home le.. going kh hse.. ayio sry to disturb u dude.. go hm in e mornin, end of post.. cya.. happy new year 2006

whats thr meaning in living

2005-12-30T21:39:00.000+08:00

whats the meaning to live on? zzZ Now more than ever, nothing drives me on.. what to cont living 4? things come n go.. but i stay on living to see more.. now all has been knowned, what is there to make me live on? " yuo suo mor tong xi zi de wor huo xia qui " life is boring.. work more than play.. suffer more than enjoy.. haix. Time flew.. days, mths, years passed.. but i stay on in this world.. FOR WHAT? wasting more than i contribute to the society.. better off dead. In the past i hav a promise to enjoy life as much as possible.. now i feel that as the days passed life is more n more boring.. fate is letting me rot.. with or without me don't make a difference. N0t to smile for yourself also should smile for others.. dun spoilt their mood/fun.. whatever. what is this coming to? i hate my own existance. No wonder there are sucide bombers around.. at least they hav a function, a purpose to b there. no offence.. Peace, peace to the world.

maple story

2005-12-15T00:42:00.000+08:00

group of players.. most noob 1 is me.. guess who.. lol
the warrior nice outfit =)

o.o mt?

2005-12-15T00:14:00.000+08:00

Max Tune 2 .. hahah.. friend screenshot... hope to capture mine own vehicle screenshot in the future. tired and bored of this shallow content acarde game.. no more feel the trill.. retire- freelance.. same fate as dota.

Wangan Midnight Max Tune 2 -- updated

2005-12-08T18:25:00.000+08:00

Wangan Midnight Max Tune 2 -- A3 Hakone Emperor ¦¦¦ Millage: 6500 ++ km, stars: 380 ++
P.D.D tunning card

under construction

2005-11-08T20:58:00.000+08:00

Blog very long never update, sorry i was busy. Now is under construction. Come back later.

40 years of NB, 16 years of living

2005-09-01T12:17:00.000+08:00

Three rings 4 e elven kings under e sky, seven 4 e dwaft lords in their halls of stone, nine 4 mortal men doomed 2 die, one 4 e dark lord on his dark throne in the land of mordor where the shadow lies."0ne ring to rule 'em all, 1 ring to find 'em, to bring 'em all and in e darkness bind 'em. ln e land of mordor where e shadow lies.

In every1 since birth, deep in their unexplored heart is e dark side. many fall to the lure of it wihout knowing. others unwillingly tap on e dark side to survive. its your choice, to go to e dark side or to remain in e bright side. but it is not always a choice, be warned.

To find freedom is where restricrion is, to b safe is to where danger is, where e light is are e darkest places, believe is to disbelieve, in sadness find joy & in happiness found saddness, to live is to let die, in e desolated desert where enlightment is found.

p00r w33ks & w33ks

2005-08-31T13:38:00.000+08:00

these weeks are sooo rocky.. final exams r around e corner & we cant stop e fun wangon... dae by dae playing n plaging .. DotA, pool and then pool, DotA... haiz..... managed to stop playing max tune cuz no $... but .. still no time to study.. =(
next week is exams liao... mon tues wednes den finish.. road to hell... no study... broke & broke.. onli left $2 in my wallet....

~tuesday 16 august~

2005-08-16T23:23:00.000+08:00

Long dae.. go to school in e mornin at 8am.. we studyed at lvl 7 labs before going to fndb lab test at 10am... the test is a killer.. heng is open-book so can refer abit.. so stressed that after e test i fell like going hm 2 play DotA to relax.. lunch at usual place.. Cmaths LT after lunch... boolean argebra? tink so.. apel class onli give back portfolio and a NE flyer.. can go liao.. =)
Crac practical test after apel is ok.. nervous at 1st.. den heng lucky.. heheh.. can pass.. tink so.. haiz.. two tests in one single dae.. cmaths tut give back close bk 1 results.. sad.. did badly.. nth 2 sae.. life is not always happie, happie, enjoy. Got its ups & downs.. at 6 we still hav a remedial class for fndb ppl.. sooo tired.. whole dae study n tests... still got one last class.. stayed in school till 7+.. we go to safra tampines to enjoy n relax.. the rates is same as outside.. $2/hr.. bought cup noodles to eat.. heheh.. so hungry.. din hav dinner yet.. the Pc there bit lag.. too bad.. paid liao.. lol. DotA for 2hrs.. tt all .. nitez...

~An idiot tag~

2005-08-15T22:52:00.000+08:00

These are two stupid tags i received, for jon_jonson u are a guy who does not think before taging... if my blog is shit then what about yours? is it any better? doubt if u even had a blog. Are u jealous that my blog hav some visitors? dun b so green-eyed, grow up please. I am a normal person so my life is a usual and a common one.. how exciteing do u want it to be? i am no rock star or pop star.. so think.. your life is not any better.. start your own blog if u are so "exciteing life".
For this person called Qiu Ze.. by the way if u dun noe, for me to check IP is very fast and easy. So dun nid to b "eng". u tink i am "eng" to start a blog? no. i stayed up late to complete mi assignments and projects.. spent 15 min a day to blog. i make the effort to blog! Sometimes when i am too busy, i dun post and din reply to mi tags.. but i will make-up for it when i hav any free time. so dun ever tink i hav nothing to do.. to know which IP address is fake is easy.. go study IT and do some read up & u will understand. lastly.. when did i mention that i am "very pro"? please respect people and respect yourself by not taging nonsense & stupid stuff..

15 Aug 05, 11:42"jon_jonson: so t+his peice of sh it blog is finally gonna cose , no seriously, is doesnt derserve this amount of attention, your life's kinda boring, sorry dude, just speaking what comes to mine.. "
15 Aug 05, 09:03"Qiu Ze: u think pple so 'eng' like u ar? check ip address. even if they are really e blogger team, how u noe their ip address is FAKE? DUMB !!! u think by checking ip add, u very pro arh ? SUCKY !!"

~monday 15 august~

2005-08-15T21:51:00.000+08:00

Today wake up eat breakfast and go skool.. soo early 9am start Lt.. almost late b cuz i got held up printing the crac Lt notes. den later prsp lab soo busy.. got 7 questions to complete.. lunch time.. go buz park again.. den is prsp Lt.. din hav notes.. args.. too bad no time to print.. heheh.. later at 2pm is fndb Lt.. zzZZzzzZZZ. lol 1st time we skipped Lt.. go to pavillion to play DotA.. $2 gone.. hahah. rather short day.. nth much..

warcraft 3...

2005-08-13T22:32:00.000+08:00

Today wake up... eat breakfast.. read newspapers... watch Tv and surf net... later at 4+ i go cousin hm to borrow warcraft 3.. taked bus 3 to pasi ris... along e way passed by esso station near tampines JC.. there dunno got what promotion.. lots of cars.. also got racequeens there.. waah.. 1st time see real racequeens in person.. lol... reached cousin hm.. chit chat.. n then gonna leave.. she is busy painting her bedroom walls to pink.. hahah. on e way back also passed by e esso station... bus 3 jam there for 15 to 20 min... traffic jam there... hah.. today quite lucky saw a few nice cars on e road... a subaru imprezza sti [gold rim & GT wing] pearl black.. a white FC [white rim & air vent boot] crystal white.. a few mitsibushi evolution 8/9 most in grey or black colour... hahah tt all.. nite i eat lasi lamak for dinner.. played battlenet DoTa and watched Tv until 12am... =)

pls respect mi blog

2005-08-13T14:06:00.000+08:00

Hi readers, please respect my blog and do not tag/post nonsense on my tagbox. I have received complain from blogger team and is advised to shut down this blog. I really do not wish to shut down this blog that i had created for only 3 months. i made efforts to post on it everyday, so please tag/post only decent comments/reply. As for complain of virus i did not find any virus on mi blog. There is only a "error on page" which is caused by users' internet settings or maybe a minor fault in mi template codeing. There is absolutely no virus.

fri-fir-dae

2005-08-13T03:10:00.000+08:00

Today quite boring.. go skool for fndb tut, crac case study and prsp tut... arr today case study i did it badly.. question 1 i wrong.. confirm liao.. 31, 32, 33, 34 to hexadecimal is? lol.. i dunno.. then after prsp tut more relax la.. we all planning to meet at cs later for midnite show.. went hm for a change of bag and proceed to century square wif kh.. go to acarde max tune 2 section.. jeff also there.. but after a while he going bugis for max tune 2.. hahah there is where all e pros is.. i and kh played a few rounds and stop liao.. but got lots of time to kill so after meeting moh kim we go food court to eat desert.. nth to do.. sian.. hands itch and we go play max tune again.. used $8 today.. haha.. then e girls come..
They talk talk and den all dunno go where.. pang sei.. so i after failing to find 'em went to raiders cafe to kill time... played dota.. but so late liao got only 1 match.. sian.. den later no space so i play counter strike... victor called n later we go down meet e girls.. 11.30pm.. soo fast.. lol.. 50 cent onli.. playing.. much more cheaper than max tune..
Reach cs.. all e lifts so much ppl.. waited n waited.. at last we go up.. buy drinks n to see e show.. very scary for e beginning... but later ending is not so scary.. got give reasons abt y later in e show.. moh kim not affected by it.. he like not scared... =.=
After e show we went hm.. kh fetch e gals hm in his dad car.. qt, junming n weijin take taxi hm.. moh kim cycle hm.. wah he so brave.. he live at pasi ris leh.. victor n mi walked.. haha heng got him... if not i dunno how to go hm alone.. tt all.. signing off..

thursdae

2005-08-11T19:39:00.000+08:00

Today woke up at 9.30am, due to mi mum constant calling.. hahah, intend to slp till 10. eat breakfasty, could't finish mi bread n milk.. feel full already. go skool still early, Lt nobody... so i go lab and saw kelvin there.. later chee yong also come, then we go Lt. carc today is very light, just some revision.. then we go for lunch at buz canteen... i eat cutlet rice with curry & veg today.. quite heaty so i eat with a cup of peach tea.
Then we go lvl 7 labs wait till 2pm for fndb lab. so-so la the lab.. can understand.. with glen as partner sure can speed things up.. bit nervous about the upcoming lab test.. after fndb kh n huisi n wj went hm... sian so early.. jeff, chee keong n mi go to century.. bus 15 is quite slow.. waited for so long and the bus is so full..
We reached century square, the max tune 2 section not much ppl.. i go change $5 worth of coins and play... happie & thanks to all who helped (jeff, cheekeong). i lose once to 'A' class com.. then lao da help mi win back.. continue by jeff help mi win 'B' class hakkon, then lao da help mi race 'B' class highway n boss.. heheh.. i rank C2 liao.. =)
Then i and lao da vs twice.. both he win me.. hahah.. follow by two match wif lao da n another guy.. todae i realised tt mi GT-R 34 is quite heavy n is slow at corners n when turning.. used $7 in total, still in budget.. heng lao da is there... later we left at 5.40 for hm.. jeff stay there vs the other guy n e crusaders guy.. Good luck & GodSpeed for this sat friendly match @ bugis between e crusaders, team wangan drifters and team wangan knights. dinner time.. gotta sign off now... =)

resounding day

2005-08-10T20:50:00.000+08:00

Today skiped breakfast and go skool.. dunno y recently i dun feel like eating.. i reached at 10am and go lab do cmsk discussion & abit of java.. then we go buz canteen for lunch, i eat miced pork mee today.. heheh.. prsp Lt at 1.. gone in early.. Lt i dun understand.. heng i go ask teacher.. =) now at least i noe the loop-concept tink. after Lt we go up lab revise fndb query and joint.. thanks moh kim.. then we go change & play basketball... lucky scored quite abit.. mi cousin join mi later and we play basketball together.. the more i play the more lousy i b cum.. dunno y.. tired? maybe..then we go to buz canteen for a drink, later kh & grp also come buz canteen.. on the way out i saw huisi and tell him where kh is..
We take bus 23 to pavillion to play pool... hahah.. nice game.. i lose once to mi cousin, he lose once to mi, and so on... nice. then we left for hm at 5.30pm. but i proceeded to century square.. hee... to just go see see max tune 2.. today so-so la.. no pros there.. got two guys so act pro vs-ing.. both older than me.. but so lousy.. easily can win them.. but lucky for 'em i din bring mi tunning card.. lol. no car = no play.. they also noe la.. after 1 round they walk off liao..
At nite i relaxx, watch tv & play warcraft.. i begin to like this game.. hope to b able to play dota from hm soon.. so easy n simple dota is.. just controll 1 hero, all other stuff r done be com. so good.. also with lots of players tis fun..

national day

2005-08-09T23:29:00.000+08:00

Today is singapore national day, just another public holiday... hahah. wake up in e mornin, dun feel like having breakfast. drink a cup of water n on mi com... play maple.. i level 14.. determin to make it 15 by this mornin.. hee. play n play.. wj help mi abit.. then i level 15 liao.. haha.. can earn 7 to 8K mesos easily.. also got new clothes and stats increase..
Eat lunch and read e newspaper.. today's straits times so mani pages.. still got extra issues.. lol. meet kh, wj, jeff, chee keong & moh kim at century square... 2pm. but some come late some come early.. heheh. we hang out at "fun factory" the max tune 2 section... later we buy tickets for charie and the choc factory at GV Tm.. 3rd row from e screen.. hahah.. too bad.. holiday always full house.
Went to pavillion to play DoTa... mi, wj n kh play.. mohkim see... i and wj got trash by kh...lol. 1st time playing.. and so we quite blur.. =) then we go see movie.. 6pm sooo fast.. nacho chips so nice.. love it! after e movie we go walk walk & end up in cs acarde.. hahah. at nitez heng got kh's dad drive us home.. heheh... thanks.. =)

mondae

2005-08-08T22:01:00.000+08:00

Today i wake up.. n go skool.. simple.. heheh.. skiped breakfast. take bus 8 to skool.. abit late... rushed to Lt12 for carc Lt.. den we go for prsp lab.. today prsp a bit heavy... go lunch at buz canteen.. 12.30 go play basketball... with chee keong, chee yong, huisi & class n mi class bois.. late for prsp Lt by abit... heng teacher hav nt start teaching.. prsp then fndb.. by e time of fndb 4/5 of the Lt was gone.. few stayed.
After school we played basketball again at around 4.30pm. this time got more ppl.. kh's friends and Enward also got play.. we played full court 5 vs 5. hahah.. tireing.. running around. then we go buz canteen to hav a drink n rest.. change clothes.. then we parted ways.. kh, chee keong & mi go century square meet jeff... huisi go Tm meet his gf. victor & Enward go hm & so on...
Go cs awhile... see max tune 2.. today nt alot of ppl play.. all sae no $$.. lol. later at 5.30pm chee keong [lao da] is going hm.. so i follow him lo.. go hm too... kh wait for his dad to fetch him at 6. got jeff pei him.. heheh. now feeling holy.. saved abit today.. din play & din do any sins.. =)

sunny day

2005-08-07T18:53:00.000+08:00

Today i din go out.. cuz it is sunny day. eat a great breakfast of soyabean milk, yuo tiao, char sao bao & ham chee peng. heheh.. thanks to dad.. then read the sunday times.. eat lunch of hokkiean mee.. go surf the net & do online learning.. 3pm abt tt i go hav afternoon nap... wake up at erm dinner? dinner time.. yah... which is now la.. hee...
This is my old discarded max tune 2 tunning card.. hahah... new card more fresh! but cost $2 extra. why card lifespan is so short? lol.

sat dae..

2005-08-06T20:52:00.000+08:00

Today wake up.. eat cornflakes with milk.. read newspaper & play gunboundwc.. quite fun today.. GB 2 birthdae so gold & gp is 200% rate.. hahah. go meet kh, jeff, wj, ck, ds at cs at 1pm. all go play max tune 2.. used $20 today.. hee... cant control miself.. stop already den got good challenge just siao siao go play again.. den keep playing until broke .. then stop.. =)
I win story mode, VS & got 3 times 3rd place for VS.. with ck, jeff around all 's' class quality so cant get 1st lo... mi onli 'c' class. also got 4th place for some VS.. those that got 3 pro VS den 1 empty seat, no 1 dare challenge.. den i just go play for fun lo... waste abit of $1 coins. today 1st time see gals play max tune 2.. so i joke-ing-ly go VS them lo.. who noes all e boy players not happy so i can onli press e brake and waste mi $1 and a star on e gals lo...
Century square on sat is quite packed.. acarde also lots of ppl.. eat lunch at kfc, e place so packed almost no seats. kh today got lots of peeping on gals.. at acarde got 2 he kept looking at.. den still go around cs & tm so see lo... use ds hp to take pic somemore.. lol.
nice but tired afternoon.. i wonder why wj & ds is not bored? at least we play max tune still can kill time.. but both of them is always just looking.. ds got a card from ck today.. but he say he will onli put at hm.. he no play WMMT2 but got play inital D. interesting.

mi doggy.. new pic..

2005-08-05T23:27:00.000+08:00

oh baby.. tis is e pic of dear dodi n his mother.. its mi pet dog lah... jus got tis frm mi bro..
dogs are fun but can be stubbon sometimes...

why like mi is invisible?

2005-08-05T23:21:00.000+08:00

today at lab in e mornin.. why teat mi as i invisible.. sad.. din tok, din look.. even moh kim got some talking.. n nice job shhooting andrew, the second comment is by mi la.. rumour tt victor got two girls in our class like him.. good fur him.. mi just sad.. life iz nt going well... broke.. unlucky.. n now e gals see mi as invisible.. life game gals.. going down e drain..

fridae.. ccn dae

2005-08-05T22:34:00.000+08:00

lol.. today still sleeping received a call from wj.. nid to reach skool by 9.15am.. den got up, wash up n leave for skool... saw kh at lvl 6 staff room. do some teacher chasing and rushing of proj.. den later we go play basketball.. from 12 to 1.30... at skool court.. hahah... mi, victor, kh, wj, moh kim.. wj din play.. so we 2 vs 2.. nice game[s].. lots of games. victor is good at basketball.. he can 3 pointer.. lots of direct goal.. moh kim can layout.. under basket shoot sure win..
later at 1.30 we go buz canteen to get some drinks.. meet huisi, lao da, de xian, chee yong & so on.. after lunch.. for them, i not hungry so din eat.. we go play bb again.. around 2 to 3+ lol... tired.. leg cramp too... hiaiz too long din exercise..
we go change & dirnk at buz canteen again... go see ccn day.. huisi got 4 cupons.. we spent on drinks.. then later on t-shirts.. one for $1 onli.. haha.. so cheap.. for charity too.. den huisi meet his gf at library & we go century square.. take 69.. meet jeffery and play max tune 2...
after that we go buy movie tickets n come back play again.. 6 go eat dinner and 6.30 go see seven swords.. 2/5 rating the show... onli some mindless stuns.. [ppl better den e show] cum out play max tune again.. mi losee to a newbie twice.. so shameful.. worse of e players... haiz.. jeff team leader is there, half the team is there & lots of ppl at the 9+ peak time.. see mi lose ! nvm, i can always try next time.. de sian & 5 or sixx of essss scouts are there lo.. see mi lose to junior.. sad.

Lancer Evolution

thurs dae.. bad dae..

2005-08-04T21:41:00.000+08:00

~Today i wake up.. go skool.. reached and find cmsk teacher.. meet kelvin.. take test papers from teacher... den go lvl 7 lab.. meet kh & wj.. do/test fndb querys.. then go for carc Lt.. lunch at buz park.. den go back to IT blk for cmaths Lt.. quite light todays' Lt... then we go lab do fndb... finally finished.. go Tp bk shop buy enevolope and floppy disk.. go lab save.. den find teacher.. hand in assignment.. take cab to cs.. eat dinner, vs max tune 2, eat hiazendaz ice cream.. $15 fly away.. sad day.. bad day.. lose max tune 2... no money too..
~Public class MaxTune2
Public static void main (string args [] )
import scanner.class
system.out.println ("how did you do for MaxTune2 tonite?")
system.nextline();
system.out.println("LOSE" + "you are no hope, failed")
~Haiz.. i lose MaxTune2 again.. i am a noobie.. trained for 4 times onli.. completed a chapter & now stop play, cum back like shit. wasted $$ to give other players stars..
~no money... money not enought.. i last mth got credit bal of $70. plus i borrow from sec skool fren $10.. den today i borrow from jeff $15.. haiz.. tml we going skool for ccn day.. how much left can i donate.. merisable.. cents.. later we going suntec to watch "7 swords" and den play MaxTune2... abt $27 gonna b gone... hope can save.. but den when sae go out sure use $$ mah. =( ..
~Jolene, i vow on pain of death, i will not lie to you, i will always care for you, that i truthfully like you, i will not sms any other girls, i will not talk to any other girls [except skool work], i will listen to you, not make you upset, and onli like you & no other.
~Please believe mi.. lets start afresh as being friends.. sorry for any wrong i did in the past... dun avoid mi... give mi a chance...
~waiting... i will always be there for u jolene..

hahah.. missed max tune too..

2005-08-03T22:39:00.000+08:00

this mornin i skip max tune too.. heheh.. too bad, skool work is pileing up.. nvm this also gd.. save some money. wednesday down.. wait for friday lo.. =P
feel enlighted.. peace of mind.. no more max tune.. but really got miss it a little.. withdraw symptoms.. its good that i can stop.. stop at will.. so no addiction.. =P
wu min.. sry din tell u tis mornin we no go training.. busy... maybe tis friday? i no skool, onli ccn day.. and hand in assignment.. so max tune all the way... go go go.. hee.. [self control.. pls.. jason.. dun waste too much $$.. save abit too :P]

wednesday-busy?dae?

2005-08-03T22:16:00.000+08:00

drool drool drool... so sleepy.. alarm clock rings at 8.30am.. i wake at 9.15am.. hee.. then i quick bath, changed, take file, skip breakfast & go skool... heng, i reached bus stop the no.8 come.. take it to Tp.. reached mobile canteen at 10.05 abt tt.. saw glenn.. onli him... kh & wj nt yet come.. we talked.. listen to music & see landscape... Tp build the skool buildings still quite interesting..
then we go ultra express to print kh's papers.. go lab, wj reached.. quite busy .. do online discussions, cmsk worksheet, see ole, print notes, then do fndb assignment 1... not enought time.. till 12.55 we leave for the Lt 12... prsp Lt... skip lunch.. after prsp we go mobile canteen to eat some snacks.. no time too... haven eat finish late for cmsk tut liao.. wasted $0.80 on a bao.. haiz...
cmsk is more interesting nowadays.. so-so la.. then go lab do fndb assignment again.. got take some time out to go buy snacks la... magee mee and corn chips.. green tea.. lol.
after fndb we rushed to go haircut.. take taxi to hougan there.. reached liao still nid wait.. ok la.. abt 15 min onli.. then cut cut cut... finished.. go coffee shop for a drink.. waited for huisi... then walk to his hm.. later we take 27.. huisi go kh hse.. overnite.. i and wj din go down bus.. reached tampines library there then wj wait for bus.. i take 28 home... lol.. what a busy day..
now i am bloging this entry.. heheh.. gd nitez.. dun laugh when see mi tml.. i noe mi hair now suk.. ok... pls dun laugh.. i paid $10 for it leh..

twe twe daee

2005-08-02T22:57:00.000+08:00

living in a nightmare, so bad... half dead, half alive.. clinging onto mi last hope. lost hope, lost love, lost heart, lost confidence, lost faith, lost feelings.
why is this happening? live life to the max, how max can it be? when i am so lazy... lazy ppl no matter how talented or gifted will still be nothing, a nobody. why cant i b more mature, why so childish? many things in like i had not done and yet i had no purpose in life, no goal. even if there is, the lazy soul in mi will doom mi. should i change? i am what i am, doomed till the end.
I am on the verge of a mental breakdown, hate the schedules, why holiday so long? spread out the teaching plan to more relax pls. just four 1 week-long holiday per year is enought. use the extra time to spread out the teaching plan..
Glenn keep suan mi & this is getting so bad.. c105 gals never talk to mi.. waaah wah waah.. cry miself to slp every nite.... :'(

mon-dae

2005-08-01T23:44:00.000+08:00

so sian....gona post next day.. kinda busy.. =P

resultss

2005-07-31T23:07:00.000+08:00

Wah.. mi academic results... lousy as usual.. pretty sad.. what to do?.. gotta get used to it.. got back all papers by friday & after some calculation here is how it goes.. D, B, A, A. haiz.. what got a D grade? dunno how to break the news to mi parents..
Abt today sunday.. erm.. i wake up late at 11am & read newspapers. later i have spagitte[sry spelling error] for lunch, go to pet grooming shop in the afternoon.. near 800+ blks there.. just opposite mi skool.. cycle there with mi dad & brother.. dog in basket.. comfort seat.. hahah... then after grooming we lead dodi to the football field nearby and let him run around.. we went to the fish shop to look around & buy a new tank[small 1], a new rack[double-deck] & some background adhesive papers. headed home after tt... tired..
Relax & took a nap after bath.. till dinner.. mi mom went to "ta boa" 5 packs of lasi lamak.. nice.. sweet croconut rice, fried eggs & juicy chicken wings.. then mi dad grind fruit juice for us.. tt nice.. heheh... ate some ice-cream.. "chocolate-heaven" from walls..
tt all.. watched president star challenge at nite & relax.. see gmail & gonna slp.. quite slack.. =P

heres a mushroom for u ! [beware: zombie mushroom.. heheh. =P]

maxx tunee 2[2]

2005-07-30T15:33:00.000+08:00

Namco Wangan Midnight Max Tune 2 [acarde]

Chapter: Circle
Stage: Part:
C 1, 2, 3, 4, 5
B 1, 2, 3, 4, 5
A 1, 2, 3, 4, 5
Super-A 1, 2, 3, 4, 5 Total 20 matches[if all win]

Then after this there is Chapter Diamond, Chapter Triangle, Chapter ??? [had not yet unlocked]

Total is four chapters & in 80 matches can complete it all, if there is no defeat. [max hp = 815]

After the 1st chapter the basic blue tunning bars would be all filled up.. then next chapter can continue to fill up the optional orange tunning bars.. then later can choose to fill up the rare red tunning bars...

Never pay attention to other racers.. the main challenge is the course itself... and the real opponent in you yourself.. enjoy the game, cheers!

fri-fly dae.. lol

2005-07-29T12:56:00.000+08:00

Today very sian, but so-so la.. waited at the acarde in the mornin for it 2 open at 10. later i win 4 out of 5 match against com & completed a chapter.. but when vs kh & jeff i lost 3 times.. spent $ 13 in total.. waah.. sian.. money fly away... 600hp liao.. into orange bars section.. heheh...
Later go macdonals for lunch & then go skool.. very early.. reached. today take back crac & prsp term test results... after fndb tut i very nervous.. also bit impatient. after 5pm i go Tm meet mi sec skool friends.. later i at 6.30pm saw jeff at max tune 2, CS. lol.. i also go play a while... then go see movie "the island"... la la la..
9.10pm come out from cinema & go see, see max tune 2.. lol.. lots of pros there... jeff is still there.. then we go eat dinner & take bus home together... at home i see "be cool" on DVD then rock & roll.. played loud music blast until 12.30am.. heheh... sorry dear neighbours.. heng u all did't complaint...

WM MT 2

2005-07-28T22:36:00.000+08:00

These are mi cars.. in wangan midnite max tune 2,

LancerEvolution 3

Skyline GT-R V Spec 2 [BNR34]

Skyline GT-R V Spec 2 [BNR34] wheel & brake

heheh.. happy drooling.. =P

mi hse xbox's PGR2 got even more nice cars.. i played at acarde is only b cuz of its controls.. its steering wheel, gas pedal, racer seat & gearbox.. heheh.. mi hse PGR2 has much better graphics & sound..

thurs-thurs

2005-07-28T20:51:00.000+08:00

hahah.. hihi.. here i am again blogging.. tis morning i wake up and perpare to go to skool.. hee.. Lt start at 11am.. so i can slp late... i put away mi tunning card and bring a file to skool.. heheh trying see how.. how a file feels.. quite nice.. light & carefree.. mi sling bag is kinda feels heavy after some time.. i put away mi tunning cards is to stop wasteing $$ on WM MT 2.. remember the schedue is wed & fri den play.. haha.. so thurs muz stop, take a break..
so i take bus 8 to skool & then got off at Tp and go Lt lol... meet DeSian, he also on bus 8... lol.. we so early tt there is no one in the Lt.. so we go lab.. there see jeff and later moh kim also cums.. den victor comes too.. today kh so late for Lt, last 15 min den cum in..
lunch at buz park again! =( haiz.. heng later at the evening we go mensa for dinner... buz park is boring mi out.. the food is always so B*D & T**T*ess.. today we take back fndb term test papers.. kinda ok la.. the marks.. but bit sad.. =P
then later we waited till 6pm to go to INTSC briefing... haiz.. so draggy... a bit waste of precious time... tml gonna b a long day.. hee.. mornin 10am is WM MT 2 [self training day 4], later lunch, then do fndb proj at 1pm, then at 2pm to 5pm got tut.. also take back prsp n carc results.. at 5.30pm go Tm, nite go see movie.. "the island" then go dinner.. or maybe dinner 1st.. dunno... shopping & go for WM MT 2 again if got time.. and if wanna vs..
tt all.. heheh.. quite a enjoyable day today... loads of funny stuff.. hope tml will be this fun too, if not better.. hahah

wedd

2005-07-27T21:36:00.000+08:00

Today rush ... at mornin lah.. i wake up den go century square there meet kh.. he today so early.. hahah.. then we play WM MT 2.. jeff help mi win 1 round and i continue to win two more rounds in story mode.. heheh.. tt ok. but when later we vs then sian liao.. i lose 3 times.. 4th, 3th, 3th.. lol.. wasted $5, so =.= all play newbelt-line[clockwise] & i onli 620 hp.. dey all can 800hp.. haiz.. tt y i wanna vs onli 620hp cars or vs any car in hakkon inbound.[hilly road]
Then we take cab to skool... cuz we late to meet glenn.. but in e end he comes later than us.. =( do fndb & then we go eat.. bit late for Lt and then go for cmsk.. waited 2hrs.. cuz we 1st group. we today at buz park there got lots of bla bla bla.. la la la.. haiz.. maybe we kinda kanjong. tt all.. goes hm at 6 and dunno do what till now.. hee.. slping soon.

_ =_= x_x =.=" -_-

2005-07-26T23:01:00.000+08:00

Today same lo.. got up n go skool.. fndb labs.. sweet & sour taste.. kinda fun plus tedious.not really understand.. then lunch at buz park is not nice[every dae eat e same].
later is cmaths Lt & then apel tut..not thing much.. apel is kinda better for 2dae.. then comes the break.. very du lan.. todae since the break i very sian & fustered liao..fndb assignment!!.. nxt monday deadline.. busy & stressed.. nt really.. but wif ****** around, haiz.. he very li siao..then we go cmaths tut.. release of term test results.. sad.. got poor grades.. very poor .. cuz mi fault.. i make a big mistake in all mi questions.
Gone hm liao.. 6++ le... tired & beat & sian & du lan & unhappy.. LOL.. get it over wif lo.. what to do.... heaty.. durians.. mi father buy lots, lots.. eat till "over-heat"(in chinese). sore throat, cought, all gonna cum.. =(

m0n

2005-07-25T23:15:00.000+08:00

Today is quite sian.. nothing much.. i wake up early at 6am and do mi fri tut..till 7.15 then i go to MRT station to revalue mi ez-link card..
After that i rush to skool.. meeting at 8am.. LOL sian.. i 8.15 reached is still early cuz they all are late.. wth
At the mrt there very funny.. every1 going work and so they are going in 1 direction.. i am e onli 1 going in opposete direction.. =( but can see lots of chio la..
then go skool... bring wrong notes.. haiz.. equal no notes.. after skool glenn & wj & kh all go home.. hardworking lads.. all go study. or maybe for kh he go bb...
i meet jeff at busstop n we go to interchange.. i then go cheers buy torque ... poor read.. nth much interesting.. wasted mi $5.50.. we go cs acarde.. wahh no ppl there.. so siok.. i change $5 of coins and go play.. heheh.. unexpected.. hahah.. i win four consecutive match.. WM MT2.. lucky.. bits bits.. hah.. then later i go home le.. 5.30pm liao.. eat dinner and slack.. play maple and watch tv.. bla bla bla.. till 11pm. then i go revise todae notes till 11.30pm.. Blog, lights out & slp.. tt all cya ppl..

maxx tunee to[2]

2005-07-24T15:33:00.000+08:00

Hah.. i made a plan/schedue.. can moderate mi playing & control mi spending $$.. maxx tunee to[2]
I one[1] week will train twice.. on wednesday & friday morning.. so two training per week.. heheh.. i nid 8 training to tune mi car[GT-R34].. and also get to abt 600 hp to match kh's 600 hp GT-R32.. so abt 26 of august i will be ready.. can vs kh.. =P
At the forum i reads ppl take half a year to perfect their stuff.. so no hurry.. lol. And if kh u really wanna vs quick now.. can.. no problem.. hee.. i use mi 400hp vs ur 500hp GT-R32, but not the other 600hp GT-R32. And keep playing man.. cya tis wed mornin. =P

FeE|

2005-07-23T23:31:00.000+08:00

Every day is a nightmare.. i live in fear of the next day.. maybe god will be kind and ends mi story soon.. this way all mi nightmares will end too.. the girl i like in mi class does not have much in common to say to mi and seems to avoid mi.. she even blocks mi in msn.. this is so depressing.. even though i feel she is not mi type but i still feel she is special.. someone that i want to see being happy everyday, anytime.. everything i could have, i have, those that i wished for the most... often do not happen.. what can i do?.. every day i walked is a horror.. in anger, in fear, in sadness of what i could not have..
The other girl that i have feeling for does not reply mi sms.. what did i do? why she does not reply?... i hav asked her out several times but she always is not free.. why is it so? .. haiz.. this is so disturbing.. she is the one i feel linked to... someone that, like an angel can save mi from mi nightmare.. yet times when we talked, we had nth to say.. it is just a blank.. mi mind went blank..
I don't know if this is puppy love on mi part but why i had this torture every time.. during sec school i also hav crushes.. and they were not temporary and short term.. i can love that gal for 2yrs and not tink seriously of any other girls.. but then when we go to diff skool and parted, i always will have another crush.. seems that i cant stop mi self from felling in love.. not a monment since sec skool can i really say to miself that i had not loved any gal now.. there is always one or two crushed.. why like this.. and most of mi crushes is not b cuz they are beautyful of chio or good figure.. is i just liked them.. friends hav helped mi and intro other better or so call they thinks better gals to mi.. but i still cant forget mi crush.. i often crush for 2yrs and like that gal for that period not thinking of any other gals.. but this is not so good.. i thinks i am too committed to one & only one.. should always search for other better or have more in common gals..
I admit i am bit depressed, often had fits of depress.. when in skool when at home.. anywhere.. i lost the feeling of joy.. happyness.. what is it.. how does it feel like? when i win a game, scored a goal, had good grades, hanging out .. i feel no joy.. no real happiness.. i only smile b cuz others will expect mi to b happy..
I lived for mi parents love and not to disappoints them.. most badly had i disappoint is to those that had high hopes in mi.. sorry.. i have disappointed you.. espically mi beloved grandmother.. she places high hopes in mi and i am sorry... i may not have told you.. but in fact i am a loser.. in many aspect of life.. in games, many i played.. often i played.. i win much and is an avid gamer.. nothing beats doing things that i loved, but since the World Cyber Games 2005 in s'pore had i realised that compared to other players.. i am far fetched.. not skilled enought.. what am i for.. a avid gamer yet is a loser cuz i do not have the confidence to win 100% every match.. i am too nervous.. yes i am weak cuz i am too nervous & tense.. in life.. what can i do.. i had no purpose or meaning in life.. i had done nothing to support/help mi parents in the family aspect.. i study b cuz mi parents expect mi to... i revise for examinations b cuz i fear the feeling of failing.. what have i done for mi nation.. nothing.... a lousy citizen i am... had not even go to NDP for 5yrs le.. what is mi purpose.. nth.. i game b cuz i am bored.. i eat b cuz i am hungry.. i sleep b cuz i am lazy.. every month i spent on mi parents hard earned money.. what hav i done to repaid their kindness..nth.. they wasted their money on mi.. they saved often yet i spent often.. i am guity.. why i spent $ like water.. those $ are not mi own.. they are mi parents'.. i am a weaking.. a loser.. no matter how many games i win.. i am a loser.. cause gaming in nature onli spents money and does not do any real benifit .. all that happen in it is fake..
What does i live for.. i dunno.. living day by day.. trying to live to the max.. but in the end.. it is nth.. nothing .. is the world giving up hope for mi? is there no end to this nightmare?

Create post Mi life

2005-07-23T23:22:00.000+08:00

Today i slp the whole dae.. nothing to do so i slp a lot.. i wake up at 11 am in e morning, eat breakfast and read the newspaper.. for ads on mobilephone & interesting arcticles.. but dun have .. sian.. i go sign in msn and do mi fndb on notepad.. quite fast, i 1hr type finished already.. then i reward mi self with PGR2 racing .. nice game.. i win 5 or 6 rounds.. lose only once or twice to some opponent... chop them mostly on 2nd run.. cuz i nid to get used to the map.. also scored to unlocked a skyline GT-R 34 & a sth sth car.. i forgot already..
Then sian liao i go slp.. wake up i play winning eleven 8 cuz mi parents use the com to sent some emails & holiday photos.. WE8 i very long abt 2mths did't play already... haiz.. mi skills dropped lots.. heng i still managed to score 1:0 and keep the lead.. today vs japan, mi 2nd best rival .. heng ar.. last time i can easily score 3:0 or 3:1.. haiz.. who cal mi long time no play..
I slp again.. when i wake up i play maple story.. lol... sian.. but by next time i play i should level up already.. keep it casual.. no hardcore.. i din keep playing.. then i go eat dinner.. then after dinner i slp again.. do some reflection.. TV? nth to watch... wasted a day.. today.. done nth impt.. what to do? i have nth to do.. tt y i wasted it.. 1wk end of term 2 still is very relax.. too relax i tink.. relax till can pick up a new hobby.. racing WM MT2.. and thats had cost mi lots of precious money.. sad.. i often dream.. yes.. i am a dreamer .. but what can i do to realise those dreams? some of mi dreams are realisable..but i need time & effort.. others need money.. those that trouble mi the most are those that cant be relised by money, time & effort or dunno how to realised them.. haiz... tt all i got to sign off..

max tune...

2005-07-21T23:44:00.000+08:00

la la la.. todae lao da gif kh a tunning card n kh gif mi tt card.. thx thx.. but not really suit mi.. nvm i can use to train .. =p
600 horsepower so.. lousy then mi 400 horsepower.. heheh.. thought is same model.. R34. todae i lose twice .. haiz.. got 'P.D.D' and 'Alex' there... they 1st & 2nd. kh win mi lo.. haiz.. this car at this tunning i not used to.. haiz.. i still prefer mi {R34 [400hp] "black pearl"}. LOL
thats all i gtg slp.. cya ppl.. and todae i got a scary encounter with a "type-kh" girl, what to do? hahah better b mi-self..

waah.. peer assestment

2005-07-21T14:31:00.000+08:00

sian.. mi peer assestment so lousy.. ppl put mi 3, 2, 2, 3, 2, 3, 2 sian ar.. almost fail.. 128/200 .. heng mi fren wj help mi he put 4, 5, 4, 4, 5, 5, 4. lol.. the jf so ***.. i help her put 4, 3, 3, 4, 4, 3, 4 then she *** put mi so low.. =.=' haiz.. the qt still ok .. put mi so - so lo.. but why block mi in msn? .. =(
sian ar.. heng i still got mi babies.. then still is very costly.. haiz... Lancer Evo & Skyline GTR.. wait for mi.. 1 dae i will buy you all from the dealer.. :p

wangan max tune 2

2005-07-20T12:47:00.000+08:00

this mornin i go play max tune 2 with kh & jeff.. we meet at acarde.. LOL. den i change money and proceeded to play with them, mornin is good not so crowded.. cuz dun hav sec, pri, jc students. =p
i spent S$13 in 1 hr.. haiz.. so fast.. them we go eat lunch at the food court.. nth nice to eat there.. meet wj & take sbs bus 69 to skool and go see the indonesia food-fare.. yessical is so huge in size lo.. scary.. she bit like chinese opera.
later skool goes on.. prsp Lt den cmsk tut.. hahah kh nid to do the 'talk of the week'. quite sian we see a video tt is bo liao.. then tut ends. after skool we go century square to play max tune 2 again. haiz.. heng i restraint mi self and onli spent S$2.. hee.. so total i spent S$15.. waah.. mi $$ fly away... :( [ i win mi 1st race & got 2nd for mi 2nd race.. =) ]
then the group split some go pasa lama some go TM .. later we all go home.. got housework to do mah..

tuesdae...

2005-07-19T21:43:00.000+08:00

long day.. i wake up late at 9.30am .. i tot is still 8.30am .. lol. i quicky dress up and take cab go school. heng reach is onli 9.55am, 10am the fndb lab start liao. also thanks mk remind mi bring the portfolio to sch for the apel. fndb lab is so-so.. dun quite understand.. then we go for lunch.
after lunch the cmaths Lt is ok.. can understand bit by bit lah.. apel is nth much, we just let aocp see our portfolio.. den do an illison exercise .. lol.
crac lab is kinda fun but bit confuseing.. with glenn as partner sure got lots of tinking to do.. he too clever liao. haiz.. we go toilet the girls go swap our places and the boys end up at the back..[slping and chatting]. one good tink tt the lecturer is non-chinese is tt when i and glenn talk abt initial D infront of him in chinese, he tinks we are talking abt the OR gate, NOR gate, AND gate, NAND gate.. & so on.. LOL>> =P
thats all.. signing off & cmaths tut suk, i hardly can handle the question 3.. haiz..

mondae [max tune 2]

2005-07-18T23:13:00.000+08:00

skool start as usual.. 1 wk break is over.. is it break or assignments?.. LOL 1 dae of term 2 sure busy.. mornin wake up go skool super early just to print out the notes for this mornin Lt and lab. then the rest is okok lo.. business park de food is lousy.. eat till sian liao.. hope our IT canteen can be completed by nxt yr.
after skool i and lao da & wj go TM to buy wj converse shoe.. thanks goodness now he got enought $$.. we got a shock, the staff sae all are displayed and we cant find tt shoe tt wj liked.. lol the guy sae all on display.. new stock too.. just come. heng later we found the shoe.. it is placed at a different location.. lol
we go cs [century square] acarde there to play wangan midnite max tune 2.. lol todae i buy a new card.. hence a new car.. =p then we play lo.. actually is lao da play.. he help mi win once.. below is pic of mi max tune 2 cars.. i got two cards, so two cars lo..

mi Lancer Evolution 3 [1st card]

mi Lancer Evo 3 's dashboard

Sorry.. i will post mi 2nd card's Skyline GT-R at a later date.. cant find the right photo. =p

sunday.. what a black dae.. jk jk

2005-07-17T21:33:00.000+08:00

todae if quite boring.. i do nth much.. just slack around and slp lots lots. 2.30pm i started playing maple, all the way to 7pm then i go eat dinner.. quite a bit waste of time.. =p
after dinner i watch 'minority report' staring tom cruise with my brother & sis.. then at 9pm i dun watch le and go do mi project.. tml is deadline leh. last minute touch up.. hee... also i haven even do the report and storyboard .. sian.. tink tonite dun nid slp le..

century square & acarde.. $$ fly away

2005-07-16T00:38:00.000+08:00

hi ppl.. this morin i wake up late & play maple, den at noon eat lunch and meet friends at 2pm centiry square. we go up comic collection and buy prepaid cards.. waah costly.. each is S$10.50 for maple & S$8 for ragnorok 150 points reload card.. money well spent.. :)
that cost mi S$29.. for 2 maple & 1 ragnorok .. LOL then lao da come and we go acarde play wangan midnight max tune 2.. racing lol.. & drifting.. sat got lots of ppl, all stations full hse. quite lots of pro there during weekends.. sian, den cannot train.. waste $$ onli race against them.
after a while we leave and go walk around TM.. wj saw a nice grey converse shoe and wanted to buy.. too bad he not enought $$.. haiz all those prepaid cards lo.. killer... max tune 2 also killer.. heng i haven start yet.. 1 game cost $2 den continue is $1.. win race also muz put $1 if is on story mode. =( siao $ killer.. max tune 2.
thats all.. signing off.. finally a day break from those mon-to-fri going skool. niteZ niteZ..

CDS SELecTI0n

2005-07-15T11:34:00.000+08:00

to-dae i early go skool at 8am with my friends.. we go eat breakfast den we camp at the skool's lab. hahah kia shu.. cuz 2dae is CDS subject selection for all students.. 10 am den start selection. we bery kia shu... lol.
while waiting we surf the net & chat.. i got do mi assignment.. hee.. dun waste time mah.. since i had not finish mi animation. now i got the colour & camera problems.. kinda problem-ma-tic here.. lots to consider and sort out.. :(
the labs so full todae.. all kia shu same as mi.. we wanted to get into the CDS subject of our choice.. hee.. i choose "japanese language & culture" as 1st choice.. den "internet research" as 2nd choice and so on.... hope i can get in..[mi 1st or at least 2nd choice] po heng sway.. =p thats all gotta sign off..

projects/ maple/ games & fun..

2005-07-14T00:55:00.000+08:00

still same go skool and spend the whole afternoon there... the labs air-con seems very cold after a while.. chilling.. espically after sitting there working on some alice programe for few hrs..
haiz.. sian.. anyway i got new idea after seeing my friends animation.. they do short games & i tink of doing a part1: animation [intro to game] then a part 2: game [actual game]. now i still at the animation part, sian so much coding to be done & so complicated.. lol, but i believe i can do it. :P now mi animation counts 2.05 min & still going.. heheh.. most ppl onli up till now 1 or 2 minutes.. hee... :)
maple i level up again.. level 11 now.. heheh.. not much use la.. magic not strong. Damage to creatures onli 8+, mi base attack is better with 17+ damage. chiong maple for 2 hrs todae.. abt tt..

alice, alice & alice... hate it

2005-07-13T00:11:00.000+08:00

This is getting routine.. 12pm go skool, meet, eat lunch & go lab... LOL break like no break, everydae go school.. =.=
quite boring lo.. at skool, but it enable mi to focus since there are no other things to do. done quite abit lah.. not too sure too.. my animation suk lol, not natural & got some loopholes/error. but nvm still got time .. some of my classmates still haven touched their alice assignment.. haiz.. play muz play, but still, work = no play..
my maple now is level 10.. hahah.. up two levels. i go victoria island & b cum a mage le.. heheh.. magical powers.. =) anyway i seldom play mah.. thats why so slow level up.. haven touched gunbound for a few days le.... & Gunz online can forget password already.. 1 week never play liao.. haiz.. mi life getting busy with skool & mi gamer life is going out.. fadeing.. LOL.. mi skills kinda bit slack.. nvm warm up can le.. :P

alice assignment 1dae started.. finally!

2005-07-12T00:04:00.000+08:00

todae i also go skool n meet mi frens for lunch, then we go to lab to do our assignment.. hahah.. the skool also do maintainence during break... we go our favourite level 7 labs den.. all the Pc are missing! LOL they upgrade the system & now the level 7 labs stand empty.. not even a soul.
break is most unproductive.. the level 2 labs are locked and only the level 5, 6 labs are open.. sian so many ppl den no space. haiz.. but heng todae i started doing my alice animation.. just got an idea & proceed to do lo... this mondae need to hand in liao leh. :(

make-up for un-published posts.. heheh

2005-07-11T23:51:00.000+08:00

hihi now is mi term break.. hahha. 1st day of break and 2pm go skool LOL. sian term-break = projects, projects & assignments .. equal no break.. =(
today i wake up late n later go skool for lunch.. meet mi friends and we go lab do our assignments.. sian ar no feel to do it.. wasted the 3hrs spent there.. hahah.. i kept sidetrack & lose focus.. LOL, boring mah the alice programme.. n i had not rested or played enought yet.. hahah.. =p

whew.. relaxed

2005-07-08T02:46:00.000+08:00

haha.. term test over already! relax ppl, groove to e music n cheers to ur drinks.. =p
really beri relax wa.. siong leh.
todae crac is ok. i count on e case study tt time revision. tis time really i not much revision, hee.. cmaths is e problem, haiz... as usual lo, when it comes to maths... dun expect too much. when i get the paper i still cool. two pages & 5 qns onli. pew. but when i flip n see e qns.. qn1 not sure already.. how to convert? haiz... den just "po heng sway" shaky shaky/not confirm de do .. LOL wif tt i got through all 5 qns. hah.. dunno what scores i will get. =p
tt all signing off. . . enjoy e break!

fndb is unexpected

2005-07-06T22:55:00.000+08:00

hi ppl.. tis morning i try chiong fndb n brouse through e Lt notes.. "last minute study"(small children pls dun follow this method will cause ur doom) . tut i cannot understand, no use study tt. i go skool on bus also read e notes.. hah.. two gals behind mi laugh, see mi read geek notes all rubbish fndb tinks.. lol. tt guy beside mi still dun noe is term test. (i dunno him what course) he seems 'gong gong' n den later ask his fren tis wk is term test or grad cemonary... (sorry dunnno how to spell) [he talk very loud lo, his fren front of bus there.. dotZ]
hah tt all... cya ppl. gd luck for tml cmaths n crac papers

sleep whole dae

2005-07-05T17:31:00.000+08:00

todae nth much i sleep e whole dae.. rest n slp. lol. sian. 2dae= no work done , din study. felt guilty. din touch mi games, no progress.. lol. mi maple still level 6 or 8. nth sure, fever till 4get le.. gunz gain 3 level per hr but i only clocked 1 hr. haiz.. i better retire n b cum casual gamer... hahah... :( avid gamer bad for health. nt enought rest. @_@

trem test

2005-07-04T23:25:00.000+08:00

prsp... so so lo, hope wif god blessing can get good grades. heng tis time is open book de, less stress. hahah :p
see doc in e morning, the same lo. y cure so slow de... i aim by wed morning recover so tt fndb can chiong... :( streSS! fndb = greek

lol sicK...

2005-07-03T22:20:00.000+08:00

todae dunno why after dinner felt sick, den got fever... sian.. term test cumming liao, wah so sudden just hit me in the face! lol. mon-dae prsp test. hee.. i leave till mon den study... hahh.. =p
nth much signing off ...

fRiDaY... GunZ day..

2005-07-01T23:52:00.000+08:00

to dae same lo, morning *routine last till 11.30am den gtg eat lunch le... sian try gunz online cannot get in. lol morning traffic so much?... lol den i go play GunBoundWC.. hahah nice 1 todae, i played total of 4 matchs with tis guy so-call wolff n his sis.. dey 2 a team la.. den i any how rope in another guy to be mi teammate.. he same rank as mi 'wooden mallet'. we vs wolff n his sis (golden axe & other 1 is double metal axe) LOL.. nv tot we will win le..
1st match e random map come out is nt gd la.. we trash his sis but wolff is untouched.. den we lose in e end by 1:0.. hah.. lol..
2nd match is more lucky.. i tyco also hit 'em, lol. heng.. a turn of e tide and we won by 2:0. needless to sae liao la.. the 3rd & 4th match mi team also win la.. hahah actually dey also nt bad wolff is pro .. 80% of his shots will confirm hit.. but his sis is e suk 1 lo.. close range can hit but long range always miss. so he nid cover for his sis n also attack, so kinda being drag down. we two can protect ourself n also attack so + some luck .. lol . 90% win de la..
skool 2dae is so-so lo... FNDB i still cant figure out, i can so so understand y answer is tt la. but when i redo e question i cant write out e same correct answer. haiz.. term test cumming liao leh.. *_* den crac is ok la... + some studying i tink can pass .. (hopefully pass with flying colours... hee..) . PRSP is 1 area i nid to catch up a lot on lo... i haven done anytink abt it... 6wk le.. i only touched e notes during Lt n tut. guilty.. ) :
haiz.. i gtg hav more self-control or time management. e daily *routine is killing all my revision time. *_* too bad cannot help it, gameing & cars are in mi blood..heheh.. my family has a history of avid gamers & cars-lovers...
tt all.. signing off...

hah thurs again..

2005-06-30T23:27:00.000+08:00

to dae is e best dae for everything..lol... go skool onli 2hrs, so got lots of time to do 'stuff tt needs to b done.'
i wake up in e morning n do my routine sutff.. read LIFE of straits times den eat breakfast, drink milk & den on Pc to check email & play games.. kinda lots of tinks.. easily take up 2 to 3 hrs. lol, gaming take up most time. =p
go skool nth much la. . teacher revise stuff for e on-coming term test. sian 2dae mi frens dun 1 go see dreamcars asia motor show. dey sae admin fee of $10 is too ex.. go internet can get free pictures & screenshots. lol. nt e same, go there can see e real cars & so on... maybe i tis weekend go ba..
tt all, signing off...

Sh0w-tImE

2005-06-29T22:42:00.000+08:00

todae wake up.. asked wj abt when meet & at where.. then slowly do research on frence n print out pic. then pack e folk, knife, spoon, cups. get ready n then go skool.
do project in e morning at library.. we do final touch on poster & rehersal our play once more. then we no eat lunch.. direct go prsp Lt.. hah, so starved.. sian.. then prsp is so-so, teacher just revise.. after tt we go take our tinks n prepare for our role-play... lol. very funny de, all ppl reach level 5 den disappear. no one go take e food, folk, knife, spoon, plates and cups. maybe is i'm too kanjong(hurry) or u all too kanjong.
later found out tt all is go change clothes.. lol. change so long..dotz. heng qt still good, help mi carry half e food to tut rm b4 go change.. tt sy sae wat "so little u cannot take urself ar" -_-...( 2 packets of food. 2 packets of soup. 4x spoon folk knife. 4x plates. 4x cups.) lol. LITTLE!? so ya-ya u take urself la! still nid to wash e plates leh. i only got two hands.. -_- (regret so fast go take e cmsk stuff n so early changed liao. sld hav relax & keep mi cool.. e way jia fang is waiting for them.)
then i tink e role-play goes quite ok. e indian grp is e best.. hahah wif ppl danceing sure eye popper.. haha. the cleaning up at e end suks.. nid wash plates, folk, knife & spoon.. no soap no nothing tell us wash.. nt gd e gals nv go wash. lol. suk, plates in e end also throw away. waste $$. so busy.. haiz.. worst is tt come back tut rm see mi bag gone.. heng wj found it on e floor under all e desks.. -_- how does it end up there?! my poor ipod shuffle got squashed.. now bit faulty..
the mok kim grp dunno got serve e guest anot, i see miss tan there wif our teacher do nth.. nth to drink or eat. but nvm la.. miss tan also got tinks on & leave early... maybe moh kim is just too busy. heheh.
later after cmsk i wait wif kh n wj 4 jeff n e others (where did they go?). waah.. found out tt didt bring medicene. die liao.. haiz.. soon they come n we left. (sorry if i kept sae 'lets go' tt b cuz i am in a hurry)
heng my fren also abit late.. so actual meet 4.30 den we 5.45 den meet..hah. heng.. we go shopping den eat dinner n den movies.. we see 'initial D' . hahah, moh kim also seeing 'initial D'. but he at GV TM see & i at CS see so didt meet each other. hahah.
thats all.. tireing & sad & moody & sway dae...

LoL.. day as normal

2005-06-28T22:48:00.000+08:00

morning i go fndb lab, as usual. but this time i do slowly.. at my own pace, in e end manage to finish all e questions! lunch break is go business park eat chicken culet, haiz.. eat e same for ytd already... cant blame buz park not much nice food.
cmaths Lt later n den apel.. hahah to-dae i managed to find my locker n store mi apel bk inside.. tt bunky n heavy file is better at e locker than in my bag.
todae no crac lab.. alt wk onli.. so den we 3pm do cmsk project poster.. very fast its 5pm.. so proceed to Cmaths tut. todae relax, teacher onli call gals go do on board..(its their turn tis wk) after the cmaths i watch jun meng grp do rehersal for e role-play. then mi own grp also do rehersal.. we do at concourse, but quite late so after a few rounds we leave for hm le.

M0ndae

2005-06-27T22:18:00.000+08:00

t0dae i go crac Lt in e morning.. nothing interesting.. later is prsp lab.. very cold the lab.. hah.. manage to catch up wif teacher thought.. finished all the 4/5 questions.
after lunch i go for prsp Lt & fndb Lt. teacher revise old work.. but fndb quite sian...
stayed after school at library to do cmsk project.. hah.. tt all.

SiCk-iNg Dae

2005-06-26T22:52:00.000+08:00

today whole dae stay at home. accompany my grandma .. hee.. i good boi. ytd go out whole dae till 1 by 1 fell sick. lol. sian. dunno whole dae do what also.. headace whole dae.. tt all. nitez.

N0rMal S@T-dAe

2005-06-25T23:47:00.000+08:00

today is a so-so dae, i wake up and go school in e morning.. hah 1st time see Tp so little ppl. lol. saturday mahz.. so i go library.. still nid 2 scan matrix card.. ma huan.. take lift up to 7th floor.. lol. so sian, so early, no mi grp ppl there. so i walk the stairs down to 6th 5th 4th & finally 3rd floor.
there got Pc stations so i go use.. hah. i walk to a empty station, but lol got 1 gal there.. nvm i pretend didt see her n continue mi work. i was going use Pc to edit my cmsk script. lol. library Pc is better, got LCD screens.. but onli can use for 45min. sian.
i open mi script from my tumbdrive.. listen to mi mp3 too.. seems like a pro n go on typing n scrolling mi script.. tired n boring work.. hahah.. the gal not pretty, but seems to notice mi.. i shy so keep look away n type very fast.. hah, like very busy.lol fake. actually not busy.. hahah. later weijin calls n come up too. den too bad i got to go for mi debates interview so i go off to ENG Lt 28 1st. (anyway e 45 min is used up)
later i call n found mi grp at level 7 labs. lol. go there n quite sian la.. our grp like no motivation to continue or start. or izzit no arrangement for hu do what? i also dunno. lol. den later e gals whole bunch go buy some materials for e project. no brain, didt take their tinks. haha.. jk jk.
so after tt a little while e lab staff sae lab closed. waah.. suay.. so i n wj pack up n go. but haiz.. lots of tinks n bags le.. somemore the qt shit drop... lol. so picked up e cute "tat ji" shit. hahah.
when to e business park onli to see it closed. dotz.. so i asked a fellow pass-by student where got open canteens, he sae on sat & sun canteen mostly all closed.. waah sian. den we walked to mensa & design pad. no use, all closed. lol.
tired n sian, finally came a call. den we walked back to IT blk there meet e gals. hungry n tired n sian. haha.. e gals bag quite heavy, dunno put what. bag x3. 3 times e weight.. den walk around skool.. haiz.. somemore gal bag, wj keep sae i look funny carry 3 gal bag. den STILL NO HELP MI! lol. no wonder i got all the werid stares..
later we when to the exhib debate at ENG blk. funny & nice e dabate there.. hahah. i when for onli 30min n go off liao.. sad to go. but sorry la, i meet mi bro 3.15 at mrt station n 3.05 liao le.. lol. den i go toa payo wif mi bro meet mi two cousins.. we go see e ntu charity "SHINE". support mi cousin ma.. she one of e main comm organiser there. lol. we got free goodies bag. hahah.
later we go back hm at raffis place there dunno mrt jam. cannot move.. seems funnny but is not. its lame n too bad for us passengers. so i detour n go north-east line to boon keng n take bus 23 home. lol. whole process takes 2 hrs. waste time. haiz.. tt all.. tired n busy..

un-lucky dae

2005-06-24T11:59:00.000+08:00

hihi, lol. todae wake up.. stressed, later in the day got case study test. i play maple in e morning n den go skool. lol.
fndb tut is same la.. except tt i was half studying crac n half doing e fndb tut. lol. heng, teacher didt see. then the crac tut later is kinda tense & fun. haha, i asked some stupid questions before the test. just to make sure la. lol. todae tut is very short. onli 15 min. 15min before tt is questions & answers. the later 20 min is the case study test. heng, i tink i got the so-call easier paper.(there are 5 diff sets) hope can score well for this. hee.. god bless mi.
the prsp tut is when mi luck when out. i am joyful after the carc but den cant focus during prsp tut. lol. too happie. den the alice moved quite fast todae.. (i never seems to catch up.) kh lo, always suan ppl. n also hard to figure out some of the funny codes. most sway is when after lessons, i had not saved mi file to mi tumbdrive yet & alice just crashed. waah.. sian. wasted time, all the works lost. then kh & wj say the teacher write mi as play game during lessons. where got?! waah... lol really "fong sui lun lui juan". lucky in test, unlucky at prsp tut. haiz.. sad.
thats abt all. i got hm & spent time wif moi family n watch tv. den i write the script for cmsk assignment role-play. woah till so late liao. tml den continue. then tis entry. lol. hah, nitez.

sm00th s@iling dae

2005-06-23T17:26:00.000+08:00

today ia a nice dae, start the day with jest. hahah, actually i lazy & slp longer than i sld. hah. 8am alarm bell, but i 8.30 den wake up. hee. after breakfast i go msn & read email, then play maple. lol. very fast clock read 10.30 liao. i change & go skool. heng bus 8 todae no nid wait. reached just in time at 11.04am(about tt) crac Lt just started. heheh.
later we go eat lunch at business park. curry chicken culet rice is great.. $2.30 onli, tasty!
just before cmaths Lt hav fun.. hahah.. we suan each other, but i kanna e most. lol. kt, j den yl. lol. so many, tot i wat ar?! kh lo, like to suan ppl. suan & rumour king. haha... still team with lao tat pull mi legs, waa. scary leh. Lt so high, i dun 1 die yet le. heng hs didt hit mi, or i no father day liao.
cmaths Lt is same, teacher talk greek & we gong gong understand tink tink also dunnoe. lol, not his fault la, too confuseing e text/notes. every chap change lo.
j 2dae seems like white angel, so white hot. lol. but no effect la, didt notice until wj told mi.(no offence, victor, enward & jun meng also dun notice) hah. Tp too much liao, walk 10 min can see 2 or 3 "so-call chio hot gals". so see everydae till sian. espically wif kh pointing out every1 that we pass by. lol.
after skool i went to optic point 2 get mi new glasses. heheh. happie got new 1s. hahh. den go hm. tml crac case study + test, waah. muz study.. hahah.. hope i can get good grades.. hee..
2nite mi parents & sis coming back s'pore lo, miss them. away for 1 wk le.. so long yet so fast. heheh, hopefully got gifts for mi. haha.

**legend= kh, kehong. * wj, wei jin. * hs, hui si. * lao tat, big boss. * kt, kwee tin. * j, jolene. * yl, yan leng. **

RuSh HouR

2005-06-22T23:45:00.000+08:00

Today i overslept & reached skool late.. sian. 10am got two miss calls den rush to skool, skipped breakfast & take cab to skool. wah super fast, 6 min ride to Tp. hahah.
Reached at 11am & entered wrong blk, get to level 7 of applied science blk & got lost. heng meet 1 kind gal who showed mi e way to concourse level. haha.(1st time comming to skool by west gate. dunnoe where e uncle drive also.)
Rushed to blk 3 level 7 labs & no sight of my grp ppl. lol, say liao level 7 labs den no1 in sight. made a call & noe tt they r at level 2 labs. dotz, again take the slow lift back down. lol.
Finally meet them at 1 of e fndb labs. so on... heng no scolding 4 being late. hee..
prsp Lt is so so lo, miss the front part. haiz.(was printing wif kh)
den later the cmsk tut lots of activity, almost not enought time. hah. activity 1, small talk. nth to say, see jolene nth to talk. lol. euu see mi, i see euu. activty 2, role play. simple la. hahah. tt all for cmsk tut.
we go play pool after skool. wj almost dun1 to go. he kinda busy. lol. too bad jolene on bus liao did not join us. hah. sian = 1/2. lol. we reached at 5, played till 8 & left wif a $30 bill. wah, so ex. lol. lucky split b cum each $5 onli. hahah. lots of nice games, win once onli, loved pool. haha.
thats all, logging in after a tireing day. late le, zzZZZ. hah.

T0daY L0nG dAe

2005-06-21T22:45:00.000+08:00

Wah l0nG dAe.. m0rNinG 8am g0 sK00l, nItE 10pm dEn caMe h0mE. sK00l aS n0RmaL bIt fuN La dUe 2 carc lAb. nTh muCh eNjoY in E m0rNinG & suFfeR at eVenInG. hAhaH. StiLL g0T DebAteS aT e EveNinG.. tiReD.
2DaE 1st tiMe iN 5wKs i UndeRstAnd fndb lAb. haHah, tHaNkS t0 m0h kIm & kEh0nG 's hElP. thx thx!
2DaE i Didt g0 MOS c0mPeteTi0N dUe t0 fEedBacK mEeTiNg, hEng aR i DuN 1 t0 mIsS 0uT 0n crac lAb. hEheH. hAiZ sIaN tML sTiLL nId 9.30am g0 sK00l d0 E dUnn0 wAt cmsk Pr0JecT tInG.

UnLuckY ElecTion

2005-06-20T20:08:00.000+08:00

hAiz i diDt gEt iN Tp INT StuDieS cLuB MaiN c0mM. mI 0nLy hAv 18 v0tEs.. sIan .. mAybE nExT YeaR bA.. s0B s0B.. /._ .\

t0dae qUitE sAd

2005-06-20T19:07:00.000+08:00

HaiZ.. 2dae yl n0 tAlK 2 mi.. sAd.. ': msN @lsO caLL mi wAiT.. y b cUm lyk tiS? BorIng daE aT Sch00L nTh muCh & aS uSuaL.. MonDae bLuEs.. ): LucKy i GoT soMe NicE ClaSSmAteS t0 gEt ovEr wIf 2dae.. aLl 0k , ex-cEpT kh.. s0 bAd dE.. siAn liFe iS g0iNg slOw bUt hEnG Smo0THlY.. -_- weEk 5 liA0 ! nXt wk dEadLinE 4 cmSk tiNgGz.

Taodae i create

2005-06-19T12:56:00.000+08:00

hihi ppl taodae i create this blog, new yet old. its brother blog is at http://smallboiboi.blogspot.com/ so go visit too! heheh. new posts will up frequently so soon i am free.. (: