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Tuesday, August 02, 2005
living in a nightmare, so bad... half dead, half alive.. clinging onto mi last hope. lost hope, lost love, lost heart, lost confidence, lost faith, lost feelings.
why is this happening? live life to the max, how max can it be? when i am so lazy... lazy ppl no matter how talented or gifted will still be nothing, a nobody. why cant i b more mature, why so childish? many things in like i had not done and yet i had no purpose in life, no goal. even if there is, the lazy soul in mi will doom mi. should i change? i am what i am, doomed till the end.
I am on the verge of a mental breakdown, hate the schedules, why holiday so long? spread out the teaching plan to more relax pls. just four 1 week-long holiday per year is enought. use the extra time to spread out the teaching plan..
Glenn keep suan mi & this is getting so bad.. c105 gals never talk to mi.. waaah wah waah.. cry miself to slp every nite.... :'(
i'll.be.there[[ 10:57 PM ]]
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