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Redirect to new Site
Wednesday, December 06, 2006

There is a new site and i hope for your support. It is updated frequently and much more interesting. Redirect to http://melanch0lia-ism.blogspot.com/

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Back after a break.
Thursday, August 24, 2006

I am back after a short break, time really go past faster than i think. While i am in semi holiday mood more than half a year had past. I assume it would be time wasted by me while my peers are moving on in live.

I came to realise some things and there are some other things i still have no idea about. Basically i came to realise that as much as i have wanted to live a simple life, it is just as complicated. Maybe its the way of life, full of up and downs.

There is a worry i had that is my academic progression yet there is nothing i could do about it. Walking a long hard road alone with occasional flowers by the side pebbles.

i'll.be.there[[ 10:14 PM ]]
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TP Open house --weela--
Friday, January 20, 2006

wooh hoo .. lol open house is fun.. to a boring extend. i like the event as there are gathering of more ppl from outside TP & inside TP.. some performance and really nice people. friday.. hmm saw 2 =) girls. Yesterday (open hse 1st day).. more enjoyable. got to chat with 2 =) girls too.. dunno y keep onli the number 2. zzZz Alice and robotcode demostration is so boring.. few people come. never mind, good too.. can slack n play half life 2. stomach upset for 2 days.. dunno what i eat.. or drink? haix. tml is nmm test.. args hate it.. fear that i will flunk le.. somemore monday oopg assignment due.. wah piang.. no sleep/no slack/no fun. can't get used to this kinda life.

i'll.be.there[[ 7:54 PM ]]
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maple wonder continue. 9x
Thursday, January 19, 2006

Haha lol.. 9x so fun.. =)

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wednesday - - what kind of day is tis
Wednesday, January 18, 2006

After the term break its so stressful, every week nid hand in something.. so much proj/assignments. nmm & oopg is 2 individual de.. . iiso & dcnk is 2 group de.. N for cds, uir is individual/group.. So 5 in total.. haix.. this sat have nmm written test.. so busy recently.. STRESSED so much for schoolwork.. my term test grades are poor.. onli serve to put more pressure on my other test/assignments.. THIS IS RUINING MY LIFE.

social events not looking good.. nv go out veri long le.. movies that want to watch is flashing by.. broke is a disableing factor.. haix. frequent arguements with friends ZzzZz.. what is tis.. leading a merisable life.

So tired, keep taking naps doesn't help.. no mood to study. Parents pressure to spend more time studying n get good grades..restrict me to do & don't ..trying to control how i live.. what manage my cash for me..give $ half mth half mth.. i am not a little boy!

Is the world giving up on me.. whats the point to live on. living such a f***ed up, screwed life.. how i wish i was never born to this suffering world. Is this punishment for sins of my previous life?! Trying to learn to understand & appreciate life.. but this can't be it, would rather die.

Is this little child innocent? NOT

THis is DraWned by my BrothEr..

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHhh

i'll.be.there[[ 9:35 PM ]]
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waah do wonder.. lol
Monday, January 16, 2006

maplesea la la la.. screenshots.. zzZ
advice: cash shop items are wasteful, after 3mths they are gone!
tip: hair change items & facial change items are forever permenant!

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maple comeback..
Tuesday, January 10, 2006

AftER fEw M0nThs i RetUrn T0 MapLe t0 Bec0mE LevEl 25. CaN FinaLly EquIp ThosE StuFf b0uGht aT LevEl 23. HerE iS a pH0to.

And TherE is a gUilD.. haHa

i'll.be.there[[ 11:53 PM ]]
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